Soooooo it's been awhile since i've did a blog entry. So much shit has been going on and after explaining so much to my friends and talking to them about my situations(one currently) and getting advice from them, i kinda don't feel like getting into it now or explain it into this blog but i will say this. This guy, i said before, is going out with one of my friends. This morning, i was shocked and amazed and surprisingly, calm. I played it off until later like 2nd period where i broke down and i felt like crying but i couldn't. I wanted to cry but i couldn't. My crush gave me 2 notes telling me he was sad about hurting me and shit.
The rest of the school hours, i've been trying to avoid my crush. But, during 4th period, he caught me in the halls on my way to class and hugged me. I couldn't resist so i hugged him back and whatever but now, after all the advice i got from my friends, i'm just not gonna be his friends nor talk to him nor have ANYTHING to do with him. He's a lier. A backstabber. A cheater and everything else. I could name him so many names in the book but i won't. He never even TOLD me he was dating my friend and it pissed me off because it totally raised the lieing meter by 100.
Anyways, i don't need him. I don't need anybody. I'll just lay off on dating for awhile and go about my buisness. Guys these days aren't worth my time. Really, they're not. I feel stupid and bad that this happend to me AGAIN by a guy who was my type and who i liked. I would say i wish he would burn in hell but i'm better than that.
